rules of my heart

Every time I don’t know what to do

It is my heart that I always turn to

To some it might seem illogical

To me however it always is magical

Even though life seems like a maze

Asinine it is, but I agree with the heart always

For the heart knows what I want more than me

It sees beyond eyes can see

Even as the brain says turn left

The heart asks me to go right

On the crossroads I am then

Caught in the middle of this fight!

What I do next is anyone's guess

At start however it is a mess

Later I do often realize

The heart in fact is very wise

Baffled at times it might seem

It hides within every little dream

Setting aside yesterday's sorrow

The heart makes place for hopes of tomorrow

Everyone around may mock or chide

With musings of my heart will I always abide

Who cares of the world's rules that I bend

There will always be light at the tunnel's end

sadness

Empty heart and an empty mind

A billion answers it tries to find

Midst of all the commotion ,music plays loud

And one feels like a stranger in a crowd

A smile that a face adorns

Half-hearted it does seem

A tear it hides, a pain it veils

Concealing the hurt of every broken dream

Perhaps no one who really cares

Bereft of hope and filled with despair

A dark road that lies ahead

walking on a endless path that goes nowhere

Reminded of yesterday that’s long gone

Of Mindless words and thoughtless deeds

Of moments and memories that passed

Stuck in the past the mind recedes

Left with nothing but shattered faith

If these eyes were to close today

Wonder if it will make a difference

Or Will it matter in any way

The last time

I remember the day when i first met u..
days passed by..didnt know when time flew
Never thought this love of ours wud begrime
If only i knew..that day was the last time
The last time we smiled, I would have smiled a bit more
The last time we shared a laughI would have laughed a bit more
The last time I cried and you consoled me
Things i didnt notice I wish I could see
If only i knew tht was...The last time you cared
I would have cherished every moment we shared
The last time when i met you
would have never let go the moments so few
and now it is the time to say good bye
a tear drop trickles down the eye
where ever i am across the miles
I hope and pray all the worlds happiness be your
sand your life is always filled with smiles..

Stranger from a faraway land

Just as the silent evening goes by
My mind begins to wonder why
From a faraway land there’s a stranger
Unknown he is but still seems familiar

Argue a lot we do about little things
A smile on my face he always brings
Dislike him at times from the very core
But still want to talk to him and know him a bit more

Strange are his ways at times, I don’t understand
Never shy he would to lend a helping hand
Crazy and weird like me he is I know
How much I adore him if only I could show

Odd are the ways in which we met
How long we would last is anyone’s bet
I don’t know how it starts and where it ends
How I wish we would have at least been friends

Only for a short while each other we knew
All those moments which seem so few
Now our words seem like words written in sand
May be it’s a good bye to the stranger from a faraway land

A wish

As I stare at lines of my hand
Those few lines I try to find
the lines that bridges all the gaps
the lines that bring us together perhaps

I wish for you when I see that shooting star
Although you are near you seem so far
In the darkness I search for a road new
A road that possibly takes me to you

I wished for you on every turkey bone
With a hope to melt your heart of stone
To have a place in yours that you have in mine
To smile with you and always shine

Around you as my thoughts hover
I hold on to this four-leaved clover
If wishes were fishes, I’d cast the net
To make them all true, I would never fret

I wish for you just before I sleep
A thought of you begins to creep
As I say a silent prayer
Just that one wish that I really desire

Although I wish for you all the time
Am being so selfish it feels like a crime
What I want from times old and new

All I truly wish is all your wishes come true

Prisoner of my thoughts

Watching the horizon as I sit here,
Watch the waves run ashore,
Scared to swim beyond i am so distraught
I am a prisoner of my own thought.

A new world beckons me
And I wish to set free
a new beginning I am too scared to sought
I am after all, a prisoner of my own thought.

A path less trodden lays ahead
But here I am sitting afraid
Thinking of all the battles I fought,
I am after all a prisoner of my own thought.

And then I see a ray of light,
Smiling at me comes an angel so bright,
free yourself, she says
you have to walk on the new ways.

You are stronger than you think you can be
You have to venture out in the sea,
Gain you will nothing sitting here on the shore
Life is beyond this pain, there is much more

Let go of this agony and pain
All your tears will go in vain
Precious little angel that you are my dear,
Hold my hand and you will have no fear

Believe in the strength that lies within
Fear nothing and don't give in,
Learn all the lessons that life has taught
Don't ever be a prisoner of your own thought

As the angel wiped my eyes
And then she changed her disguise
It was me talking to me I saw
The truth then dawned me as I stared in awe

I will leave the past behind on the dingy shelf,
I will overcome, I tell myself
Dream every new dream the waves brought
I will no longer be a prisoner of my own thought

Pain

Sitting on this cliff, and I look around
How would it be to go crashing down?
Will it hurt or will it ache
Will it mend the shattered heart or will it break

How will it feel when I touch the ground?
Or a sweet release will it be
Will there be a special place up there
A special place for someone like me

Every dream that shattered again
All it caused was some more pain
No more hope and no more life
Nothing more left to for me to strive

Every smile I have to put on,
Feels like a burden I can’t take no more,
I wonder why it feels like,
Every breath I have to encumber

Once filled with laughter and smiles
The empty heart dies inside.
Naïve it was just like me
Didn't see the games fate had to hide

A pain that engulfs my heart,
And breaks every dream part by part
I feel so empty and I cannot cry
Feels like I am alive just 'cause I cannot die

Vagabond

Lies ahead a path less trodden
With dense fog is the road laden
For direction as I look in vain
vagabond I am may be, or am I inane

an endless search as I continue
of answers that are so few
mind clouded with how and why
perhaps I am a wanderer, aint i?

moving ahead at my own pace
A search continues for that perfect place
not knowing how to fill this rift
More and more as I continue to drift

Climbing every mountain and crossing every stream
In search of the unknown as it might seem
Wander around from place to place
The vagabond moves in pursuit of happiness

Sounds of silence

The evening falls and the night queen adorns her grace
I sit here and staring into empty space
Even as the darkness grows intense
I am listening keenly to the sounds of silence

Listen carefully and a story you will hear
Stories of someone far yet near
Of someone who still speaks to heart
Of someone even though you are miles apart

They send me to a land far far away
Where it’s just me and my thoughts to stay
In my mind I keep going to and fro
Whether I should hold on, or I should let go

A familiar thought then crosses my mind
All the old memories I begin to rewind
Some of them old and some of them new
Some of those precious moments so few

I pen down these musings of that serene evening
Some of them which leave me smiling
Of memories that make me quiver
Will I relive them again I wonder

Unclear answers I continue to seek
Of questions that make me feel meek
I seem to find no answers
Back and forth my mind wanders

Just as my eyes skip a tear
The sounds of silence ask me to face my fear
As much as I go round in circles
They tell me to believe in miracles

If the path ahead seems unclear and wry
Intently listen to sounds of silence for they will never lie
Listen to your heart they said to me
And soon you will know to be or not to be

Love

A million thoughts cross within
To write about love as I begin
What does love mean I ask
Would writing about it be a tough task?

Love it is you see in a mother’s eye
As she waves her children good bye
In every hug she gives that trounces one’s fears
Or when she smiles hiding all her tears

Love it is in the father’s hand that pats your back
Flunked in school and you are taken aback
Failures are important he says, you get a lot to learn
older as you get, to hear these words again you yearn

Love it is that flows from your brother’s heart,
As he smiles when you finish his share of chocolate part by part,
Wary of him should all your boyfriends be
Over-protective he is of you as you can see

Love it is in friend that stands by you
In every prank that you do
The one helps you push the broken down car
Or goes out of the way to drop u home even though it’s far

Love it is when to smile you begin
When thought that special someone comes from within
The subtle touch that makes you quiver
Of someone who is far yet always near

To define love might just seem elusive
No amount of thoughts and words seem conclusive
Love to me, is shared in every smile
In every kind hand that helps you cross the mile..

The two roses on my desk

Another weeks begins at work,
the never-ending to-do lists makes me irk
and as gloomy things seem to be
I see the two roses on my desk smiling at me

pearls of dew drops the petals wear
they smile at me like devil may care
and even though the day seems to doom
beaming at me they seem to bloom

A sweet shade of pink they adorn
The prettiest color a rose has worn
They ask me why do I look sad
What is it that drives you so mad

Arduous day looks ahead I say
Get me through this day dear god I pray
Is that all the roses ask me
We were scared wondering what it could be

Just face whatever you fear
this too shall pass, don’t worry dear
however the day might be in fun or agony
we are here to keep you company

however blue you feel within
face today with the widest grin
valiant again you will then feel
and your smiles can no one steal!

A moment

Starting off with my all time fav poem

A moment
Seldom in life, we come across a moment,
With a message that heavens sent
A moment that changes everything
And you wonder what life has to bring !

All the questions, you have always wondered
A moment that all of them are answered
But it is this moment that raises another hundred
With more questions that you always dread!

Answering all the prayers you ever chanted,
A moment when you get everything u ever wanted
When it drives you crazy and mad,
A moment when you feel you lost everything you ever had

Just when you are left without a clue
Here comes a moment at that really defines you
And then you wonder how you came this far,
At the same moment, you don’t know who you really are

A time you wish never goes away,
A moment when you have a million things to say
Of hope you suddenly feel bereft,
A moment when you have no words left

With your thoughts running haywire,
Here’s a moment when your heart beats faster
With the subtle feeling that sinks in
At the same moment, you cannot hear the heart beat within

When sinking feeling that makes u cry
A moment when you wish you could just die
But it also brings joy you felt never,
A moment you wish you could live forever

And you feel so happy thereafter,
It’s a moment when you can burst out into laughter
But when it raises all the fears,
At the same moment your eyes are filled with tears

When the truth seems very near
A moment when everything is so clear
And suddenly you find yourself sitting on the fence
A moment at which nothing makes sense

And when this moment passes by
You don’t know how and you wonder why
This moment that you feel bliss and pain
A moment you still want to relieve yet again.

finally in blogosphere!

well after month's of contemplation, lazy be decided to be a part of the blogosphere!! here is s blog mostly for the creations i call poems.. might just add little things if i feel like it!daily wud be too much to ask for . but lazy me will try as much!!

big thank you to Sharan for suggesting the title!!