rules of my heart

Every time I don’t know what to do

It is my heart that I always turn to

To some it might seem illogical

To me however it always is magical

Even though life seems like a maze

Asinine it is, but I agree with the heart always

For the heart knows what I want more than me

It sees beyond eyes can see

Even as the brain says turn left

The heart asks me to go right

On the crossroads I am then

Caught in the middle of this fight!

What I do next is anyone's guess

At start however it is a mess

Later I do often realize

The heart in fact is very wise

Baffled at times it might seem

It hides within every little dream

Setting aside yesterday's sorrow

The heart makes place for hopes of tomorrow

Everyone around may mock or chide

With musings of my heart will I always abide

Who cares of the world's rules that I bend

There will always be light at the tunnel's end

sadness

Empty heart and an empty mind

A billion answers it tries to find

Midst of all the commotion ,music plays loud

And one feels like a stranger in a crowd

A smile that a face adorns

Half-hearted it does seem

A tear it hides, a pain it veils

Concealing the hurt of every broken dream

Perhaps no one who really cares

Bereft of hope and filled with despair

A dark road that lies ahead

walking on a endless path that goes nowhere

Reminded of yesterday that’s long gone

Of Mindless words and thoughtless deeds

Of moments and memories that passed

Stuck in the past the mind recedes

Left with nothing but shattered faith

If these eyes were to close today

Wonder if it will make a difference

Or Will it matter in any way

The last time

I remember the day when i first met u..
days passed by..didnt know when time flew
Never thought this love of ours wud begrime
If only i knew..that day was the last time
The last time we smiled, I would have smiled a bit more
The last time we shared a laughI would have laughed a bit more
The last time I cried and you consoled me
Things i didnt notice I wish I could see
If only i knew tht was...The last time you cared
I would have cherished every moment we shared
The last time when i met you
would have never let go the moments so few
and now it is the time to say good bye
a tear drop trickles down the eye
where ever i am across the miles
I hope and pray all the worlds happiness be your
sand your life is always filled with smiles..

Stranger from a faraway land

Just as the silent evening goes by
My mind begins to wonder why
From a faraway land there’s a stranger
Unknown he is but still seems familiar

Argue a lot we do about little things
A smile on my face he always brings
Dislike him at times from the very core
But still want to talk to him and know him a bit more

Strange are his ways at times, I don’t understand
Never shy he would to lend a helping hand
Crazy and weird like me he is I know
How much I adore him if only I could show

Odd are the ways in which we met
How long we would last is anyone’s bet
I don’t know how it starts and where it ends
How I wish we would have at least been friends

Only for a short while each other we knew
All those moments which seem so few
Now our words seem like words written in sand
May be it’s a good bye to the stranger from a faraway land

A wish

As I stare at lines of my hand
Those few lines I try to find
the lines that bridges all the gaps
the lines that bring us together perhaps

I wish for you when I see that shooting star
Although you are near you seem so far
In the darkness I search for a road new
A road that possibly takes me to you

I wished for you on every turkey bone
With a hope to melt your heart of stone
To have a place in yours that you have in mine
To smile with you and always shine

Around you as my thoughts hover
I hold on to this four-leaved clover
If wishes were fishes, I’d cast the net
To make them all true, I would never fret

I wish for you just before I sleep
A thought of you begins to creep
As I say a silent prayer
Just that one wish that I really desire

Although I wish for you all the time
Am being so selfish it feels like a crime
What I want from times old and new

All I truly wish is all your wishes come true

Prisoner of my thoughts

Watching the horizon as I sit here,
Watch the waves run ashore,
Scared to swim beyond i am so distraught
I am a prisoner of my own thought.

A new world beckons me
And I wish to set free
a new beginning I am too scared to sought
I am after all, a prisoner of my own thought.

A path less trodden lays ahead
But here I am sitting afraid
Thinking of all the battles I fought,
I am after all a prisoner of my own thought.

And then I see a ray of light,
Smiling at me comes an angel so bright,
free yourself, she says
you have to walk on the new ways.

You are stronger than you think you can be
You have to venture out in the sea,
Gain you will nothing sitting here on the shore
Life is beyond this pain, there is much more

Let go of this agony and pain
All your tears will go in vain
Precious little angel that you are my dear,
Hold my hand and you will have no fear

Believe in the strength that lies within
Fear nothing and don't give in,
Learn all the lessons that life has taught
Don't ever be a prisoner of your own thought

As the angel wiped my eyes
And then she changed her disguise
It was me talking to me I saw
The truth then dawned me as I stared in awe

I will leave the past behind on the dingy shelf,
I will overcome, I tell myself
Dream every new dream the waves brought
I will no longer be a prisoner of my own thought

Pain

Sitting on this cliff, and I look around
How would it be to go crashing down?
Will it hurt or will it ache
Will it mend the shattered heart or will it break

How will it feel when I touch the ground?
Or a sweet release will it be
Will there be a special place up there
A special place for someone like me

Every dream that shattered again
All it caused was some more pain
No more hope and no more life
Nothing more left to for me to strive

Every smile I have to put on,
Feels like a burden I can’t take no more,
I wonder why it feels like,
Every breath I have to encumber

Once filled with laughter and smiles
The empty heart dies inside.
Naïve it was just like me
Didn't see the games fate had to hide

A pain that engulfs my heart,
And breaks every dream part by part
I feel so empty and I cannot cry
Feels like I am alive just 'cause I cannot die